kangen…
I missed my friend…
not physically…since he is still around me…
but I missed his kindness…
not because he isn’t kind, but it’s me who can’t feel his kindness (puzzling…isn’t it???)
and…I also missed…
the past…
at the time when I wasn’t as matured as now…
at the time when I could laugh easier…
when he tried to made me laugh…
wish that I can turn back the time..
but I can’t….
coz there’s no ‘undo’ in a real life…
what I can do is…
expressing my gratitudes to Allah for all the grants He has given to me…
and praying;
wishing that I’ll get a chance to be the ‘real me’ again…
and I can feel his kindness again…
as my very best friend…
